yeh it ended so fast *shrugs*

in the last few hours I’ve been switching on & off the A/C more than 5 times >_< the weather is unbelievable & tolerable.. I’ve been in all seasons in ma own room! well it might be the best way to get a decent sick leave :S Add to the that the sleepless nights suffering ma endless lower back pain I do really need A DECENT sick leave now, don’t I?

gotta hit the sack, enjoy summer colors in ma lousy cell phone snaps >

Looks familiar Ryye *hugs*

Happy Birthday Naser

been typing & backspace-ing many times. There’s a need to pour out what I have in ma mind onto those couple of lines, but at the same time there’s this feeling where you reconsider how much you can reveal of yr feelings to your readers.

am one of those who enjoyed being alone most of the time when it was an optional. Nowadays it’s more like being forced to accept it. Cant deny the fact am surrounded with many people who are welling to be with me/talk over the phone when I feel like to, But considering ma gloomy mood I would not take the risk & ruin their days too.

With everyday passing & on every morning am being disappointed by my “used to” *only* friend! who I thought am their ONLY one! “SELFISH” cant justify how they are! I believe that nothing lasts forever.

Thought of an alternative solution to keep myself busy! I deccided doing my Masters next semester, but due to some work related commitment wont be able to at the moment. *shrugs* so instead I’ll enroll in some courses to develop some hidden skills >_> ..

I feel so damn sleepy *zzZzz* so will leave you with some random snaps

yes they are and so many more…

Celebrated my 27th birthday with my colleagues @ work! they’ve always managed to surprise me with a cake but this time, I surprised them instead when I jumped in while they were preparing the cake & gathering the ladies.

followed by sweet gifts from Monoh, Ryye and el3sl which I had to share with Eva :/

Thank you girls, you made ma day ^_^

Big thanks goes to those (it’s pretty long list ^^; ) who text/msned & send their greetings through Deviant art <3 luv you all..