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only in Japan!

Posted by Dreamy on August 22nd, 2007

How can you beat this super cutness uniqueness which only can be found in Japan..

There ares some people who starts their work after vacation with a wide smile & great mood! well~ unlike me! I feel awful I already dislike my job because its a typical routine work; I HATE DOING THE SAME THING over & over again *sigh* I need change in all aspects.

I had a sleepless rather painful night! waking up in the morning was the hardest task ever, even with the help of Eva.

Many years ago, someone told me that being in a bad relationship is like getting a cancer. If you got it unfortunately, cut out the bad tissues. Cut it even though it means you are losing an arm, losing a leg or losing an internal organ. If you want to save your life, there is no choice for you. You might believe that you could hold on to it and hopefully that it would just heal itself overtime. Does cancer ever heal itself? No. The hope of life only comes in when you can cut them all out before it gets to its terminal stage and haunting you days and nights in the fear of darkness.

The cut hurts, right into the flesh, deep into the heart. The flesh always heal faster than the heart, it’s the cut in the heart that really drags you down and make you different from who you were. While you are trying to adjust to a living with a big part of yourself missing, you try to stop the bleeding in the heart, only found that it’s almost impossible. It bleeds second by second and you really feel what it means by broken heart.

What can you do? You have broken heart, what can you do?

اللهم إني أسألك العفو والعافيه..

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welcome back XD

Posted by Dreamy on August 20th, 2007

I finally managed to be home! back to normal hectic life~ back to work in another words..

I never thought am gonna miss that simple life I was in for the last two weeks but *sigh* I do!

in the last couple of days, I was trying to catch up with some appointments I made upon my arrival to pamper myself after being away from all those hygiene/fancy places I used to go on a regular bases! cant tell you how good it feels to be CLEAN again

Am so fortunate to have you beoble around~ Again Thank you for all those enormous “welcome back” sms’s, msgs on Msn and on ma tiny shout board! am so happy to be back, it felt like the longest vacation ever *faint*